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Done Now
Thank you for all your help at Railway Clubhouse because I really needed the support about an issue that I was dealing with. I did see the four sentences that he wrote about me. You need more proof than four sentences on protection from stalking order on someone. My friends said, “You never sent us forty messages about the text about him,” so they are calling him a liar. I don’t remember when I got a phone call on Sunday. I stopped talking to him on the weekend because I was done with the relationship. People have turned me in for stalking them, but the truth is that I was just posting Bible verses on my page. The first person that turned me in for stalking them said, “She rambles on about God.” Then she said, “She thinks she is a messenger of God.” We all know that I ramble on about God, so that is the truth. I never said, “I am the messenger from God.” There is no messenger from God, so they are not familiar with Christian teachings. They need to read the Holy Bible to understand Christianity. There have been several times we were all making fake accounts to harass each other, so we never got in trouble making fake accounts to contact each other on social media because nobody told anybody. This woman went to school with me. I did message her on her business website on Facebook, but that was not mentioned in the protection from stalking order. I know I post Bible verses on social media. I am not on any social media site besides being on WordPress. I got in trouble for the same thing like three years later because I couldn’t let it go. I went to jail twice for breaking the protection from stalking order, so I learned my lesson to stay away from people when the protection from stalking order is in effect, so I know what to do in this situation now. I did admit that I probably sent too many texts to that person, but I didn’t want to gossip about that person because I wanted him to know what I said about him through text. I sent too many texts to him, so he already said that, so he doesn’t need to see it again. If someone treats you badly then you need to get rid of them as being a friend to you. Some people are toxic because they want to cause drama in your life. I don’t want any child molester or child rapist to be around children. If you are telling people that, “You have sex underage girls,” is that a joke or you are telling the truth about having sex with underage girls. Like I said in my state, “You have to get permission to have sex with a sixteen-year-old.” You have to have permission to have sex with a seventeen years old. I wonder why a man that is in his thirties is messing around with teenage girls. The Sheriff’s Department in his town knows about it because I put it in his protection from stalking order. I put the information on the county courthouse that I live in. The Sheriff’s Department already knows what is going on because this is another protection from stalking order, he got in less than two years, so he has problems. I think we are all obsessive about things then talk about things that make people comfortable. I am going to send this to the Railway Clubhouse staff members. I am going to put this on WordPress. I am going to print three pages of this off just in case I need them to be around me. Another person almost put four protection from stalking orders on me because she took me to court because I am telling people about my ex-boyfriend’s case that happened to him in the past. The lady that got me in trouble three times keeps saying differently in court, but I just listen because I am not going to win that court case anymore. I had two people serve me papers because I sent a letter to all the workers about the conversation I had with their friend. They were telling her, “I love her boyfriend.” She admitted on the second court date that they have been talking about me for several years. They said, “We haven’t heard from her since we got that protection from stalking order four years ago.” Her boyfriend talks bad about homeless people. He talks behind people’s backs. He talks about his sex life at work. He told people that he was going to bang, if he didn’t have to go to work the next day. I don’t want to see him ever again. I don’t want him to communicate with him again. I hope he never wants to see me again. I hope he never wants to talk to me again. I better go because I am about to go to work soon. I am going to get off here, so I can go to work. I am going to send this to people too. Talk to you later.
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Acts 20
Acts 20 New International Version Through Macedonia and Greece 20 When the uproar had ended, Paul sent for the disciples and, after encouraging them, said goodbye and set out for Macedonia. 2 He traveled through that area, speaking many words of encouragement to the people, and finally arrived in Greece, 3 where he stayed three months. Because some Jews had plotted against him just as he was about to sail for Syria, he decided to go back through Macedonia. 4 He was accompanied by Sopater son of Pyrrhus from Berea, Aristarchus and Secundus from Thessalonica, Gaius from Derbe, Timothy also, and Tychicus and Trophimus from the province of Asia. 5 These men went on ahead and waited for us at Troas. 6 But we sailed from Philippi after the Festival of Unleavened Bread, and five days later joined the others at Troas, where we stayed seven days. Eutychus Raised From the Dead at Troas 7 On the first day of the week we came together to break bread. Paul spoke to the people and, because he intended to leave the next day, kept on talking until midnight. 8 There were many lamps in the upstairs room where we were meeting. 9 Seated in a window was a young man named Eutychus, who was sinking into a deep sleep as Paul talked on and on. When he was sound asleep, he fell to the ground from the third story and was picked up dead. 10 Paul went down, threw himself on the young man and put his arms around him. “Don’t be alarmed,” he said. “He’s alive!” 11 Then he went upstairs again and broke bread and ate. After talking until daylight, he left. 12 The people took the young man home alive and were greatly comforted. Paul’s Farewell to the Ephesian Elders 13 We went on ahead to the ship and sailed for Assos, where we were going to take Paul aboard. He had made this arrangement because he was going there on foot. 14 When he met us at Assos, we took him aboard and went on to Mitylene. 15 The next day we set sail from there and arrived off Chios. The day after that we crossed over to Samos, and on the following day arrived at Miletus. 16 Paul had decided to sail past Ephesus to avoid spending time in the province of Asia, for he was in a hurry to reach Jerusalem, if possible, by the day of Pentecost. 17 From Miletus, Paul sent to Ephesus for the elders of the church. 18 When they arrived, he said to them: “You know how I lived the whole time I was with you, from the first day I came into the province of Asia. 19 I served the Lord with great humility and with tears and in the midst of severe testing by the plots of my Jewish opponents. 20 You know that I have not hesitated to preach anything that would be helpful to you but have taught you publicly and from house to house. 21 I have declared to both Jews and Greeks that they must turn to God in repentance and have faith in our Lord Jesus. 22 “And now, compelled by the Spirit, I am going to Jerusalem, not knowing what will happen to me there. 23 I only know that in every city the Holy Spirit warns me that prison and hardships are facing me. 24 However, I consider my life worth nothing to me; my only aim is to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the good news of God’s grace. 25 “Now I know that none of you among whom I have gone about preaching the kingdom will ever see me again. 26 Therefore, I declare to you today that I am innocent of the blood of any of you. 27 For I have not hesitated to proclaim to you the whole will of God. 28 Keep watch over yourselves and all the flock of which the Holy Spirit has made you overseers. Be shepherds of the church of God,[a] which he bought with his own blood.[b] 29 I know that after I leave, savage wolves will come in among you and will not spare the flock. 30 Even from your own number men will arise and distort the truth in order to draw away disciples after them. 31 So be on your guard! Remember that for three years I never stopped warning each of you night and day with tears. 32 “Now I commit you to God and to the word of his grace, which can build you up and give you an inheritance among all those who are sanctified. 33 I have not coveted anyone’s silver or gold or clothing. 34 You yourselves know that these hands of mine have supplied my own needs and the needs of my companions. 35 In everything I did, I showed you that by this kind of hard work we must help the weak, remembering the words the Lord Jesus himself said: ‘It is more blessed to give than to receive.’ ” 36 When Paul had finished speaking, he knelt down with all of them and prayed. 37 They all wept as they embraced him and kissed him. 38 What grieved them most was his statement that they would never see his face again. Then they accompanied him to the ship.
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Lots To Think About
The day is going pretty well because I went to my obsessive compulsive disorder therapist that has obsessive compulsive disorder too. I am very happy that I go to her because she personally understands what I am going through. This morning had a rough morning because I didn’t go home last night because I wanted to spend the night with the guy, but we didn’t get sexual. I am not ready for a relationship that involves intimacy. I am not really into intimacy. I am just focusing on going to church with my parents. We went to Sunday School at 9:30 a.m., but we had a quick break because most of the people in our Sunday School are grandparents that take care of their children during the summer. I love my church community. They are very nice to me. We do get involved with the homeless downtown. We make sack lunches for them. We make two sandwiches for them. The first sandwich is the ham salad sandwiches, but they are actually made out of bologna. Then we make another sandwich for them. We make peanut butter and jelly sandwiches for the homeless. Our pastor used to help with the homeless downtown. He is really into the homeless ministry. We help the people at the nursing home. We play games with them when we go to the nursing home. We go to another small town that is outside of our church location to help out in their community. The town we are in just has a church. They have a water tower. They do enjoy having a great time at the events around town. We have a strong believers in Christ at our church. There was a couple that lived together, but they finally got engaged. I don’t know their situation. I don’t know anything about their relationship. I don’t need to be in their private business. I am still reading the Holy Bible every day. I have about a few minutes to type up four pages. Sometimes I typed a lot of things then I print out a lot of pages. I am just going to learn to cut down on the computer. I am learning things about the guy I like. It would be hard if you lost your girlfriend that had two children in a car accident. She didn’t even know she had children. They decided to cut the cords on her because she was not going to make it. I think the two children died at the scene of the car accident. I don’t know what else is going on. It would be a difficult time in life to deal with that for the rest of your life. You can move forward by just having a brighter future. I am making better choices in my life now. I have realized my past hasn’t helped me grow because I was holding back by doing the same criminal offenses that I have done in the past. I can’t let things go, so I let things bother me then bother the person that doesn’t want to talk about me. I am not very happy with the choices that I have made in guys because they haven’t treated me very well. My friend called me last night when I was with the guy that I like. He said, “Did you already move on that fast?” then I said, “I am completely over him, now.” I am ready to move on with my life without him. I got protection from stalking orders on him, so he will have to communicate with Railway Clubhouse before he comes to Railway Clubhouse. I really just want him to come back to Railway Clubhouse. It is not my choice whether he can go back or not to go back to Railway Clubhouse. I am not going to cause any more drama in other people’s lives. I am just going to keep on typing because I enjoy typing on Word. My friend said, “My ex-boyfriend loves to put drama in other people’s lives,” so I will no longer let him put drama in my life. I am not going to allow the drama to continue in my life. I know he will try to contact me again because he can’t leave his ex-girlfriends alone. I am going to be busy today because I am working. Railway Clubhouse opens at 12:00 p.m. today because we have a dance at 4:30 p.m., but I am not going to the dance because I don’t think my patient wants to go to the dance tonight. I do not want to be part of his friend’s drama. I don’t want to be part of his life. I am never going back to him. People at Railway Clubhouse want me to leave him alone. My friends want me to leave him alone. My family wants me to leave him alone. My family doesn’t want anything to do with him. My friends want him to stay away from him. People at Railway Clubhouse want him to leave me alone. I never want him back in my life again. I never want him to text me again. I never want him to call me again. I don’t want him to email me. I don’t want to contact him for the rest of my life. I never want to see him again. He is not worth my time. After the protection from stalking orders get dismissed, if he follows the protection from stalking orders then he can come back to Railway Clubhouse. My therapist with obsessive compulsive disorder thinks I should dismiss my two cases then move on my life. I don’t think he will come back to Railway Clubhouse because another woman that doesn’t like him goes there that well. She told me, “He contacts me out of the blue to see if I would date him,” so is he contacting women while we are dating to see, if they want to date him again or try to date him because they didn’t date before. I don’t know if he has cheated on me. We know he has lied several times. I am just walking away from the all drama. I am going to start the second paragraph.
Right now, I am going to type the four pages before I go home to pick up my mom’s phone then go to Railway Clubhouse. I have an hour and 40 minutes before I go to work after they leave to go dancing. I am going to go home to get my mom’s phone for work. I am really happy that I have a lot of things because it doesn’t value me anymore. If you have been treated bad several times then you don’t care if it ends because they don’t really care how they treat you because they want to control you, so I won’t allow people to control me. When I had my email address on his phone then he would stay logged into it. He would check my emails then delete my emails. He bought something on his phone with my email account information on it. I have changed my email address, so he has no access to my email address. He doesn’t remember my password. I just want to move on with my life because he is toxic to me. I need to leave soon. The guy I like is hanging out with his mom today because they are getting things done today. I am going to be very happy with life when my ex-boyfriend completely leaves me alone. I am going to be happy when he forgets me. He is going to find another victim to pick up. I am no longer going to be his victim. I am no longer going to be the victim of the situation. There are plenty of fish in the sea. I have been seeing a guy that really likes me too. I have a long day because I went to Railway Clubhouse from 8:30 a.m. to 4:30 p.m. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday then on Saturday I do relax, Sunday I go to church at 10:45 a.m. and I just helped a woman find a job by telling her what I do. If you are not in a bad mood there is no point in putting on your sad face. When you smile at people then you are going to meet new friends because they will know that you are a positive person that cares about other people when you talk to them. I love meeting new people. I am going to have to leave soon, but I don’t have to be there right at 12:00 p.m. We are going to eat lunch at Railway Clubhouse at 12:00 p.m. then we will hang out there until 3:30 p.m. Sunday I usually hang out with my grandparents after I get out of church, but I am going to have a busy three days after Sunday. I am going to be with my family members in a different state for three days. We are going to take care of the children on Sunday. We are going to take care of the children on Monday. We are going to take care of the children on Tuesday. I am ready to go on these two court dates, but my county hasn’t sent anything to me besides the court date. They approved of my two protections from stalking orders in different counties. The director of Railway Clubhouse gave them the right information to serve him. People know what is going on. I am done with my ex-boyfriend forever. I really need to finish then be there at 12:00 p.m. to help out at Railway Clubhouse. I don’t care what my ex-boyfriend thinks about getting served two protection from stalking orders against him from me because he made the threat, so I followed through his threat. I am done with the drama. I am going to move onto the next paragraph to end these four pages. I will see you in the last paragraph, right now.
Sorry to say that if you are going to threaten me with getting involved with the law then I will get you in trouble with the law to back up my story. The other protection from stalking order against me got denied because they told me the judge denied the order. The person only wrote four sentences against me. There is no proof that I am stalking people. I did send several messages, but I admitted to it, so I am going to admit things before things are said in the courtroom because I know how things work. I don’t know what time I am going to leave the library. I hope you have a good day. I knew what time it was today. I was talking to the woman that was besides me. I told her about the job because I love the job I am working at. The job keeps me out of trouble. When I am at my job I don’t think about what is going on in my personal life. I don’t care what other people think of me. I know the people that know me. It is not going to be a bad day because I am not going to allow it to be a bad day. I did go to my therapy session at 9:00 a.m., but I was 5 minutes late. I go to her every month on Wednesday at 9:00 a.m. My insurance won’t pay for two therapists the same day, so I am going to reschedule those appointments, but I already did that. I am going to the next page. The next page is my fourth page. I need one more sentence to finish these four pages. I don’t know what else to say about things because I am at peace with myself. They are keeping me updated with the protection from stalking order in his county, so I know he was served the papers yesterday a few minutes before 11:00 a.m. They put the right address on the paper, so they can find him. The director will know about this situation. I am glad they got those things taken care of. I already sent that to people. I don’t know what else is going on with the protection from stalking order on him in my county, but I am not too worried about it. I don’t want to ruin my reputation, so that is why I wrote two protection from stalking orders against him. I am going to make people read what I wrote about him on the two protection from stalking orders against him. I want people to hear my side of the story too. I don’t know why he is telling people that, “He has sex with underage girls.” That is nothing to joke about when you are talking about adults having sex with children. I know he is lying to me. He called me names after we broke up. When we dated, he treated me pretty well, but I would have to be submissive then listen to him about things then be on his side, but if I didn’t agree with his lifestyle or whatever he talks about then he starts calling me names because he is really upset with me, if I don’t agree with him. I am not going to agree with him when he is in the wrong. I hope we have a great day at Railway Clubhouse. My phone needs to be charged, but I will let my dad charge my phone at home. I am just going to be nice to people at Railway Clubhouse. They agreed about what my ex-boyfriend did because of how he treated me. My therapist agrees that that, “I was mean to my ex-boyfriend for a reason.” My therapist tells me that, “It is okay to be mad at someone.” She understands why I was made at him. I am going to finish the fourth paragraph on the fourth page. I am going to end this with the next paragraph.
This is going to be a short paragraph on the fourth paragraph on the fourth page. I am just going to finish typing my four pages then I am going to look up a Bible verse then post it after I post the four pages on WordPress. I am still journaling on Word then posting it on WordPress. Today I got done real fast. When I am out of control in my mind then I can type faster because I am thinking fast, so I will type what I am thinking on Word. WordPress is a great place to communicate with people. I am focusing on my relationship with God. I am focusing on my relationship with Jesus. I am reading the Holy Bible every day. I go to church every Sunday with my parents, but not this Sunday because we are leaving after church to take care of the children. I am not going to put my information on here because you don’t need to know my personal information. I think we are staying in the town that Railway Clubhouse is in tonight. I feel like I am running because we are jumping to hotel or motel to hotel or motel, so I am done running now. I am going to end these four pages. I am going to end these four paragraphs. I hope you have a great day. Talk to you later. I will keep you updated with what is going on. I helped people with computers at the library today. This is going to be a good day. Enjoy the rest of your day. I got to go. I will talk to you later, today. I have a lot more to type on these four pages. It is time for me to go, now.
jessicaisachristian 